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Do you ever just wish that you've been having a bad dream, and when you wake up everything will actually be alright again?

I don't even know what to write here, because it won't describe how I'm feeling accurately enough.

This day has went in so slowly. More slowly than normal- i honestly feel like i should just go to bed soon. Thing is, i know i will not get to sleep and will spend my whole night worrying.

I also have lots of work to do, but i cannot bring myself to do it...it just doesn't really seem appropriate, but i know i'll have to do it sometime.

Today has really put things into perspective for me, and made me realize that i need to start appreciating life more because, after all, it is very fragile.
This scares me.

Anyway, i'm going to go now.