Well, where to I start? In all honesty, I can't say I was overflowing with enthusiasm with regards to this year's Autumn Soul. Don't get me wrong, it's not that I wasn't looking forward to it, but I sort of felt that it would just be the same thing again; the same message, the same songs, the same atmosphere.
You'd think I'd maybe learn to stop underestimating God so much.
It made me realise a lot of things. Primarily it made me see how impatient I am with God. If I don't get an immediate answer to my prayers, I begin to lose hope, lose faith and start believing that God obviously doesn't really care about me that much. Obviously it takes dedication though and that is something I definitely lack; which is completely key in having a relationship with God.
I might as well say now that I am going to fail at it at some point, but from now on, I am going to try to be persistant and dedicated. It seems ridiculous, the more I think about it, how little time I actually devote to the God who created me in the first place- why do I not give someone as awesome as that enough time?
I got a lot more things from Autumn Soul that I'm not going to go into detail about, since I'm becoming increasingly tired and therefore quite confused. My focus at the minute is not to let my "buzz" be something that comes from being just at Autumn Soul and passes again. I want it to be continuous and constant, because that's the least God deserves.
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Tonight I'm going to watch High School Musical because I still have not yet seen it and I think I'm beginning to be seen as the "High School Musical virgin" besides the Armageddon one.
After that, it will probably only be about 9 O'clock, yet I will probably be in dreamland by then. Lie-in; bring it on.Speak Later,
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Good for people to know.
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